Tuesday, June 03, 2008

.L.O.S.T.?

I feel lost, aimless like a boat in the middle of ocean …

I am a lighthouse, searching all directions to find my true path in life yet I have notAnd stood there like that last chess piece. The decision for university courses left me lost, actually even before that … After O levels, between poly and jc, I chose the latter cos in poly I have to make the choice. The choice to specialize, to enter which course. Two years down the road the question I avoided, has now surfaced in front of my face.

Go where?


Yes I have no aspiration like a leaf lying on the stream, following the flow of the water not knowing where I will land on.
Clearly I don't know what I want, what I truly desire deep down in my heart.People may say have faith or hope.

In the peril of darkness, it's the faith the prevent people from falling apart. It's the hope to make dreams realised.

What if you have none? What will you be holding onto.. And what lies ahead is clearly a huge mist that can only take a step at a time, a day at a time.


The moment is now, to make a decision to step forward or stop your pace or change your direction. Even though I will be holding nothing, I would still make that step, I would accompany myself to walk through.. I won't be holding regrets at that moment.


Happiness is derived from reality/expectations make it H=R/EIf Expectations is 0 you cant possibly be unhappy as you may will either be in despair or contented. If you cant make clear of what's out for you and you are unclear of ur present situation (the reality) you then are not sure whether you are truly happy or satisfied.

How would I know whether am I happy a not … the truth reveals as time ticks away as the misty doubts clears.


*Take a brave step ahead, and you may find what's you wished for at the other side of the world*.

(Yuuki o dashite)

Oyasumi nasai ~


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